Well I guess I'm "fine" if you wanna call being sad, lonely and feel like your heart is being ripped out of your body most of the day then yea I'm fine.

Count up all the ones you have done and repost with: 47/100 yeses
1.smoked a cigarette.... no
2.smoked a cigar....no
3.made out with a member of the same sex... no
4.crashed a friend's car... no
5.stolen a car... no
6.been in love... i don't even know what that is any more
7.been dumped... yea 3 times about maybe more
8.shoplifted... no
9.been fired... no
10.been in a fist fight... yes
11.snuck out of your house... no
12.had feelings for someone who didnt have them back... yes many a time
13.been arrested... no
14.made out with a stranger... no
15.gone on a blind date... yea my friend set it up hey it might only been a one night date but dam...
16.lied to a friend.... yes
17.had a crush on a teacher... *blushes* no not at all lol yea a few
18.skipped school... many a time
19.slept with a co-worker... no
20.seen someone die... no
21.been on a plane... no
22.thrown up in a bar... no
23.taken painkillers... yes
24.love someone or miss someone right now... yes... yes i do
25.laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by...not for awhile but yea that was fun i need to do that again
26.made a snow angel... i need to do that again too
27.played dress up... yea
28.cheated while playing a game...who hasn't/ don't
29.been lonely... yea about 24 7 365 now
30.fallen asleep at work/school... yea i have hey math is boring what do you want from me
31.used a fake id... no
32.felt an earthquake... no
33.touched a snake... yes
34.ran a red light... no
35.been suspended from school...no
36.had detention...yes hey they weren't my fault well most of them
37.been in a car... er, how else do you travel long distances now a days?
38.hated the way you look... yes and still do
39.witnessed a crime... yes if J walking is still one
40.pole danced... no and i hope i never do
41.been lost... yes
42.been to the opposite side of the country... no

43.felt like dying... i pleed the 5th to this
44.cried yourself to sleep... yes
45.played cops and robbers...yes
46.sang karaoke... no and i don't wanna that would just be wrong man
47.done something you told yourself you wouldn't... yes
48.laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose...yes
49.caught a snowflake on your tongue...yes
50.kissed in the rain...no
51.sing in the shower...yes
52.made love in a park... no
53.had a dream that you married someone... no
54. glued your hand to something... yes it was cool man
55. got your tongue stuck to a flag pole... no
56.worn the opposite sex's clothes... i pleed the 5th to this question again
57.been an asshole... yes
58. sat on a roof top...no i feel like i'll fall through my roof
59. didn't take a shower for a week... yes
60.ever too scared to watch scary movies alone...yes
61.played chicken...no
62.been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on... no
63.been told you're hot by a complete stranger... no
64.broken a bone...no
65.been easily amused... lol no never lol
66.laugh so hard you cry...yes
67.mooned/flashed someone... lol yes it's funny try it some time
68.cheated on a test... yes
69.forgotten someone's name... yes
70.slept... yes--i dunno how others don't
71.gone skinny dipping in a pool... maybe
72.been kicked out of your house...no
73.blacked out from drinking...no
74.played a prank on someone...yes
75.gone to a late night movie... yes
76.made love to anything not human... no
77.failed a class... yea it wasn't my fault tho it was the teacher
78.choked on something you're not supposed to eat... yea gum
79.played an instrument for more than 10 hours... i can't play any not good any way
81.ate a whole package of oreos... no
82.thrown strange objects... yes
83.felt up someone... um, no
84.thought about running away... yes
85.ran away... yes, from my problems
86.had sex...no
87.had detention and not attend it...no
88.yelled at parents...no
89.made parent cry... yea it wasn't my fault
90.cried over someone...yes
91.owned more than 5 sharpies...i don't even own one! lol
92.dated more than 1 person at once... no
93.have a dog...  no
94.have a cat... no but i did have one
95.own an instrument... no not one of my own
96.been in a band... no
97.had more than 25 sodas in one day... no
98.broken a cd...yes
99.shot a gun... yes
100.been on myspace for more than 5 hours... no

Currently Listening American Idiot By Green Day see related

 I now bring you The Final Shot.  No it's not a poem... even tho it's a cool name and I'm goin to work on it. Well any way here it is.  The Final Shot it happens every now and then I get my hopes up for somethin and then bam I'm wrong or something like that and it hurts deep down inside and that happens for a few times and then the final shot comes and it makes me sad and not be me cody any more... it's like it all hits me at once kinda like losing your grip you know your goin to fall just when is the question but i hang in there until can't take no more and i just "die" for a while it happened today but i'm better now and I know that it will happen again... it's just life for now...

Well now you know what the final shot is... and yes I'm insane if you don't like it there's the door... I hope you can run fast cus I got a shotgun inn my hands and it's loaded so who don't like it??? Thats what I thought!

Give up

It seems so hopeless now

Now that you left me I got no one to hold

You broke me up inside more then you know

I've got no heart no soul

I'm dead inside and I hate the game called love

I'm just goin to give up on love

I'm just goin to walk out the door

Close it, lock it and never look back